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Tough Love

Behind the Wall

Most treasures are hidden, and if you’re willing to look beyond the wall, you may just be surprised with what you find.

Apology Letter

I’m sorry

I gave you up so easily

Should’ve held on tighter and longer

I did this so frequently

Should’ve controlled your flames like a firefighter

Should’ve taught you to be stronger

I’m sorry

I let you crumble

Should’ve guarded you and kept you safe

Instead, I kept tripping’ kept a steady stumble

Should’ve not let you get wrapped up like a mummy

Should’ve left you free and unswathed.

I’m sorry

I let you hurt

Should’ve known better

Maybe if I wasn’t such an introvert

Could’ve not become attached and avoided bitter tears

Could’ve prevented having to write this apology letter

Dear heart,

I’m sorry.


I’ve ruined you

We were limitless, biting off more than we could chew.

I’ve ruined you

We got caught up in our dream life, enjoying the view.

I’ve ruined you

But it was never my intention if you only knew.

I realize I’ve ruined you

When I see how you’re living and what you are going through.

I’ve ruined you

We thought it was love, but we didn’t have a clue.

I’ve ruined you

As time passed we separated and apart we grew.

I’ve ruined you

And even though we don’t talk, you know it’s true.

I’ve ruined you

But you’ve ruined me too.

Love Paths

I thought our paths crossed
Instead I crossed to your path. 
Ironically I found myself lost
Having lost myself in our aftermath. 

A tough decision had to be made
I needed to break free from your love spell. 
Back to my path I went feeling betrayed
But I learned we will never work because our paths only run parallel.

13 Reasons Why Not

Many people don’t know this, but in my life, I had two failed attempts at ending it all and have fought with the thoughts of trying again as recently as a year ago. The reasons that led me to consider it are not as important as the reasons why I didn’t follow through. While I am not downplaying the struggle with depression, anxiety, and the darkness that surrounds them, I do want to highlight the fact that they are not greater than God. I’ve come to learn firsthand that there are more reasons to live than to die, but with the recent suicides on the news, trending suicidal challenges and an increase in shows/movies on the topic, I decided to share 13 reasons why NOT to die:
1. Because there is more to life than what you’ve come to believe

2. Because you still have a lot more left to achieve

3. Because your life has value it has so much worth

4. Because you have yet to see and experience many amazing things on our wonderful earth

5. Because you’ve survived life up to this point and you’re a fighter

6. Because every night has a morning and your dark days will soon get brighter

7. Because you have purpose, you’re not here by mistake

8. Because while it may seem impossible, you’ll get over this heartbreak

9. Because your past doesn’t define you, you’ve just gotta let go

10. Because you CAN be forgiven, God loves you more than you’ll ever know

11. Because you matter to someone whether you believe it or not

12. Because you are irreplaceable and no one can take your spot

13. Because while your pain is excruciating and very much so real, Jesus gave His life to save yours, give you hope and your heart He wants to heal.

There is help, there is hope, and you most definitely are NOT alone.


Love and Let Go

Sometimes we have to let go of the things we love and sometimes we have to let go in order to love.

Love & Respect 

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